I woke this morning with fresh new eyes to see the world.
I can’t thank you enough for my reading on June 6th. I have to admit – it has been the most profound reading I have ever done.
It has also been a challenge to put it into words. We started off the reading with what has been going on. There have been a lot of changes at my work and my fiance just ended our relationship. We started with that one.
The conversation started with a great deal of confusion on my part and you helped me to see EVERYTHING clearly. Not just my relationship, but myself. We were talking and you were determining what happened. You said the love was there – no doubt that we truly loved each other, but I had been “trying to fit a square peg into a round hole.” You said that he would come back again like he always had, and it would be THEN that I would ‘release’ the relationship.
I asked if there was a way for me to ‘let go’ without going through that. You said that it doesn’t really work that way – there was still something that would bring it back. We kept talking and you continued to help me understand what happened. Right away, you said that he had been looking for a “way out.” You told me he doesn’t see the benefit in being married, and that he doesn’t want children.
As soon as you said it – I remembered him saying that to me very early on in the relationship, but he had told me he had ‘changed his mind.’ You said, “Yes – he was only telling you what you wanted to hear.” You said with something as monumental as that, it’s just not something you can ‘change’ about someone.
For the first time, I acknowledged to you (and myself) that I want kids more than anything else. We had hit a turning point. I was finally understanding what happened. You said I liked the idea of ‘being married’ better then actually being married – and I agreed. You’re not the first person to say that to me, either.
Once I had finally acknowledged wanting kids, and how very much it meant to me, you said I would be alright now. You told me to put my baby in my ‘third eye.’ You said, “Now that the focus was there, the energy of the universe can respond.” You said my “next window of opportunity” will be October to find my fella. You said we will be like-minded, and both be looking for family and kids. (I can’t wait!)
At the end of the call, you said you’re not the same person anymore, you are ‘different’ now. You were so very right! I feel lighter and like a huge weight has been lifted off of me!! I feel fresh and free.
Thank you so much for my reading. This started off with a very great deal of confusion and ended with a ‘new’ person. I can’t ever thank you enough. It is a most precious gift you have given me to help me find the ‘new’ me. And now I am very clear of exactly what I want.
Thank you, my dear friend, Carla. I’m sure we will talk again soon.